God I am lost without your guiding hand.
I act as though I know where I’m going.
But really I’m just wandering this land.
And hide the fact to keep it from showing.
Still, knowing this I ignore your spirit.
And go where my lying heart would take me.
It always seems to land me in a pit.
Where my soul languishes in agony.
If only I could learn to follow you.
And keep your laws and decrees in my heart.
When trouble comes I would know what to do.
At last I would see your light in the dark.
Please keep calling me though I walk away.
Hopefully I will answer you one day.